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What are they?  A soul that has divided and incarnated as two different people.  Why should you care?  Because it is an exalted state of consciousness and because it is where we are all headed. 

If you read my qhht transcript, you know I have met up with mine.  I think Jacks did too.  And some others here on this group. 

This video is by GoldRayTwinFlames (Mel and Nicole), whom we've been following for over a year.  It's enlightening.  And for those of us who got the experience before the explanation... here it is...

http://twinflamereflections.blogspot.com/2012/11/why-twin-flames-run.html

Related:  It is said to have begun today:  http://sacredascensionmerkaba.wordpress.com/2014/12/15/december-21-twin-soul-reunion-diamond-grid-frequency-metatron/

You can follow Mel and Nicole on youtube:  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGgUoNp9qyI8TCljxMo8P8g.

Wings of prophecy message received on 8-16-2017

If I am Not Answering

   So many of My people remain stuck in relationships I never ordained. Relationships that keep them from realizing their true potential in Me. Relationships that keep their walk stagnant.

   My people, do you not know that relationships not of Me are doorways of destruction? Do you not realize that anything not of Me is a doorway to the enemy, an opening he can work through to bring destruction into your life?

   Many of you are laden with false guilt, a false sense of responsibility for people or things I did not give you, and it is producing death in your walk with Me. It has become a valley of dry bones, where no life remains. 

   Why do you struggle against the truth? The truth that I cannot bless what is not of Me? Why do you try so hard to make something work and refuse to see that it never will?

   My people, I hear your prayers to Me, and I answer all those where you have faith that are in line with My will. If I am not answering, you must ask yourself why. You must inquire of your own soul (Note: your soul is your own mind, will and emotions) whether what you are asking is of Me or not of Me.

   If I am not answering your prayer of faith, you are asking amiss.

Ephesians 4:27

• 27 Neither give place to the devil.

Ezekiel 37:1

• 37 The hand of the Lord was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the Lord, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones,Struggle against truth

James 4:3

• 3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.

https://www.ournewearthnews.com/supreme-father-issues-ascension-update-and-food-and-future-events-warning/

My first conscious contact, a lady with blue skin...

But before I get to that, let me back up.  Around 12/12/12, I suddenly came down with a bad case of energy for about three days, before it faded back to normal.  Then, in the days before 12/21/12, number synchronicities went through the roof.  I'm sharing this because I am a teacher and teach by showing, a kind of on-the-job training.  The next are entries from my journal showing some of the synchronicities that have occurred since just prior to 12/12/12...

Monday, December 10, 2012. Heard my name and woke up. Looked at the clock and it read 11:11 am. 

Later, I got a time synchronicity as I was reading this (from http://www.in5d.com/spiritual-awakening-quiz.html): “31. Increased integrity: You realize that it is time for you to seek and speak your truth. It suddenly seems important for you to become more authentic, more yourself. You may have to say "no" to people whom you have tried to please in the past. You may find it intolerable to stay in a marriage or job or place that doesn't support who you are. You may also find there is nowhere to hide, no secrets to keep anymore. Honesty becomes important in all your relationships.” I happened to glance at the computer clock and it read 1:11 pm. 

Later, I was reading about twin flames, “It will drive your twin crazy to think that you are sharing your light, life, and energies with others and that he or she is missing out.” (http://www.in5d.com/navigating-the-twin-flame-experience.html) and happened to glance at the clock. It read 2:22.

Later still, I was reading “Crystal Children, twin flame relationships, and other deep soul connections are happening in greater numbers and faster than ever to help connect, unite, and empower light workers worldwide.” (http://www.in5d.com/if-im-waking-up-why-dont-i-feel-better.html). I glanced at the clock and it read 3:33.  (As an aside, I'm reading "The Light Shall Set You Free" by Dr. Norma Milanovich and she states that twin flames must reunite before ascension.)

Wednesday, December 19, 2012. I was focused on answering discussion questions in one of my classes when I heard rain beginning. I looked up at the first sound of rain pelting the window, then happened to glance at the computer clock, which read 1:11 pm. The pelting stopped a moment later. I wondered about the meaning, wondered what my purpose for being here was, resources, and so on.  Two hours later, I noticed another synchronicity 11:33:44 in the time stamp on my discussion board entry...

I did an internet search for those exact numbers. Beyond the individual meaning of each set of doubles, there is John 11:33-44, where Jesus calls Lazarus back from the dead. No, I don't think it means I'm Jesus.  However, could this number have to do with having a purpose of healing?  Or a resurrection of some sort... Atlantean abilities being resurrected? (Yes, I was in Atlantis when it went under... but that's another story.)  I'm not sure.  At first, I thought those numbers were just a coincidence, but then they reappear later, in three different locations within a three-hour time span.

Anyway, there were also a multitude of "double" numbers that basically said that I'm in a transition, I have help from above, to let go of some situations, that new doors are opening, and a big life change is imminent.  Sounds pretty generic, except that each one was a perfect answer to thoughts I was having at the moment. 

Thursday, December 20, 2012.  I went to pick someone up, who was delayed getting home.  As I was waiting, I checked the time on my car clock twice, once at 11:33 and then again at 11:44 (my car engine was off and I turned it on each time). Then, an hour later, as I was taking my son to an appointment, I noticed three street numbers I had never noticed (after living where I'm at for five years): 233, 244, and 444. Coming home, I noticed mile marker 113.3 on the freeway.  Hmm... there's those numbers again ... 11...33...44.

12/21/2012. Now, the explanation for the "blue lady" above.  I went to sleep around 3:30 a.m. this morning and got up in time to do the Cobra activation/contact exercise.  I was simply unable to visualize a white beam coming down from a spaceship (which is odd because I can visualize almost anything), so I visualized the white light of protection instead and asked for only positive communication. I asked for the ship directly above to come down and make contact, and I also asked for disclosure in general, and requested ET assistance in liberating Earth. After seven minutes, nothing seemed to be happening, so I went back to sleep. About 30 minutes later, I woke up feeling AND hearing some kind of music. It felt like it was flowing through my mind/soul. The words “What is it” or "What it is" kept recurring in the lyrics, which in and of themselves were lyrical and flowed like water, and the instrumental music was very pleasant. I now can't remember more of it than that, but I do wonder if she was sending music as a "universal language" kind of thing, and/or to make the contact less threatening.  Then, I briefly saw an image of a galactic human (ET) in my mind... a female with brunette hair styled in a short “bouffant bob” (puffy page boy). She had light blue skin, and was wearing a tight-fitting, shimmering, royal-blue jumpsuit with a multi-colored collar around her neck.  Each vertical line of the “collar” seemed tile-like, little squares in vertical lines that shimmered around her neck. I sensed it was like a badge of rank. Behind her were blinking lights and other objects reminiscent of being on the bridge of a ship. The image had the quality of something that did not originate from me. Like when you have a thought, and you know it's not yours, that it came from outside you. I don't think I would have imagined her hair style or the collar, those were surprises. While I was later drawing her, I happened to notice the pixel quantity (something I've never noticed before) and at that precise moment, it was at 111.

So, the rough sketch above is an idea of what she looked like. Much prettier, proportionate, intelligent and all that, but you get the general idea.  My first conscious contact.  Don't I feel like a cave-babe drawing on the wall?  Yep. 

Anyway, I'll update this blog if anything of significance occurs.

(Some info on blue-skinned ETs:  http://www.exopaedia.org/Blue-skinned+aliens.  She had normal sized eyes, nothing extraordinary large or odd shaped.  I had encountered a "three-eyed blue guy" at an off-world meeting several years ago (if any of you remember).  I think it was Arcturian.  I also encountered a mammaloid from Tau Ceti.)

Alec Newald contacted a race of blue zeta-type humanoids (though not from Zeta Reticula), as told in his personal story Co-Evolution.

UPDATE 12/23/12:  I was listening to Henley's Sunset Grill and began considering the blue lady's hairstyle. It was bugging me for some reason. Do galactic human females actually wear their hair like that, just like … I … used … to …, wait a minute ... she was standing on the bridge of a very high-tech ship. Can't determine if she's bridge personnel or a visiting dignitary. In one of my readings, I was told I have a command and it would be there when I return, but I kinda blew that off. However, I digress. The hairstyle is one I wore when I worked in L.A. Law, back when I was in the top 1% of my game. No. Could it be? Could it be she is me? Me in another dimension? Existing simultaneously? I got tingles down my spine (which usually happen when I have a “truth moment”).  Then, I just happened to glance at the computer clock and, guess what, it read 3:33. I started laughing and was considering the possibilities and when I glanced at the clock again, guess what again, it read 3:44. Here we go again.  Suddenly, an image I had several years ago appeared. It was of a pretty Zeta female, sleeping. I misunderstood at the time, thought it was my next incarnation (didn't know anything about multi-dimensionality back then), but it makes sense it could be a current, simultaneous life. I'm starting to get the concept that we souls exist in different incarnations simultaneously. (Check out Dr. Suzann Carroll and Dr. Norma Milanovich's work on the subject of multi-dimensionality. Check out Number Sequences From The Angels by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D for info on the number sequences.)  I've known for several years now that I'm a starseed, not a young soul or earth human. And then it hit me... how perfect to make contact with ETs by first making contact with your ET self. That was the point of the hairstyle that just didn't fit a galactic human. Your guides do that, throw in odd things for you to figure out.  They want you to follow what's odd because there is more to discover.

Update 12/25/2012:  This was also a good example of "oneness."  How can people hate when I am you and you are me?  For example, let's say a person is prejudiced against blue people.  Then one day you realize you ARE a blue person.  Or, you think Zetas are horrible and evil, and one day you realize you ARE a Zeta.  (Both incarnations being in other dimensions, simultaneously.)  It changes one's perspective.

I was reading this article http://globalrumblings.blogspot.com/2012/12/today-is-first-day-of-rest-of-your-life.html and as I read, “When you choose to direct your energy toward the opportunities that are best for you, the universe supports you,” I happened to glance at the computer clock and it read 12:12.

Update 11/27/15 CONFIRMATIONS:  It's been almost three years since I posted this blog.  I had forgotten about the 11:33-44 numbers and my speculation.  But, upon re-reading this blog, I got sudden clarity because what has occurred over the past three years.  I was led to a small, esoteric Christian seminary school.  And that led to my finding in the Gospel of Thomas (another of my past lives) Jesus saying he was "the All."  And then, the SC identifying itself in my first qhht session as "the All."   In one of the initiations, I had a very compelling vision.  It was of a very large wooden cross rising from a lily.  Of course, the lily is a common symbol of the resurrection.  After pondering upon the significance, it seemed to me that the message intended by Jesus was going to be (is being) resurrected from the dead.  (It wasn't called Christianity while Jesus was incarnated.  That came later.)  What the apostle Paul did, and was carried forward by the Roman Catholic Church, basically served to cohese Christianity and help it survive for two thousand years.  But the original intent on how to ascend from the physical plane (3D) was lost to the majority. 

However, Esoteric groups kept the information hidden and safe.  So, no, I'm not involved in starting a new religion.  I'm involved in the resurrection of what was intended two thousand years ago.  The world just wasn't ready for it then.  It's what mankind needs to climb out of the negativity of 3D. 

As to the short little three-eyed blue guy, I now wonder if the eyes on him had been "blurred" so it wouldn't trigger a conscious memory.  According to Alec Newald's account, the Blue Elders were about four-feet tall and blue.  From my Confessions of a Contactee blog*, "And they are definitely different looking in appearance...but they are intelligent...they are kind...they have senses of humor...so what if they aren't all humanoid, and some are three-feet tall and have three eyes and are blue?"  Hmm.  *https://earthchanges.ning.com/profiles/blogs/true-confessions-of-a

As to the blue lady being another incarnation of me, the answer is yes.  There were some differences in my art, which I questioned in the 12/23/12 update above, and started putting it together.  They have now confirmed that it is me, a future fifth dimensional incarnation, and I do command a spacecraft.  And that resonates with recently being told my command is being reactivated and I'm being prepared for when the earthchanges start rocking.  All hands are now on alert.

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