Not doing this any more......

One thing I have learned in life recently, is that you cannot take the word of anyone any more and then one day they revoke everything they said.  Even if it is from someone who you thought was a true friend.    

Right now, I am not putting myself out like this any more.  At least not until the dark entities are thrown off this damn planet,  I am tired of getting thrown away like a piece of trash (or they run from you) for no good reason.    

Sad thing is I have never broke any moral codes to the past friends who ditched me including the most recent one.  And no logical reasons that make sense.  I could ramble on an on, but none of this makes any damn sense.

Only thing I can do, is keep sending love and light to those people who do not know the true meaning of what a friend is....

This is rare that's for sure:

in·teg·ri·ty
inˈtegritē/
noun
  1. 1.
    the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness.
    "he is known to be a man of integrity"
    synonyms:

    honestyprobityrectitudehonor, good character, principle(s), ethics,morals, righteousnessmoralityvirtuedecency, fairness,

    scrupulousness, 

    sinceritytruthfulness

    trustworthiness......

  2. 2.
    the state of being whole and undivided.
    "upholding territorial integrity and national sovereignty"

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  • Oh Dianna I meant to say yes I understand what you mean about forgiveness.  It takes a while before one can forgive when wrong has been done against oneself.  

    In my case, I have a very psychic friend.  She told me that in my circumstance, I was blown off.  That was painful to hear and is how this felt.  For people to blow off friends is STS, not STO.  I am hoping one day humanity will learn.  Maybe if my mentor's knowledge ever gets out and taught in schools because a lot of people need to do a lot of work on themselves.

    I did, btw, two days after I was "cut loose", had two very powerful visions of this person.  Well, they will never know about these that is for sure.

  • Jesus came to me in a vision and healed me of the pain I suffered instantly and also showed me He is taking care of the person who hurt me.  When I say taking care of, this involves turning one back to God...

    Thanks for asking Dianna.  I am very happy that this pain was removed as this takes a long time to get over.  I already have enough on my plate as it is.

    I think God was very pleased with me because I took this pain I was suffering through and offered it up for the salvation of souls.  This why I was healed.

  • Can you tell us more about that?

    It is easy to 'talk' forgiveness, but when you have been hurt, it just takes time.
  • I had a very powerful revelation yesterday afternoon.  I received (yesterday afternoon) an instant healing of my pain and it has been replaced with peace and joy (plus more)..... 

  • Yes, I am aware that forgiveness is a powerful energy.

    I just cannot understand how people can do this....

    Any how, will be getting some feedback from my mentor tomorrow, cannot wait. This issue is spiritual and i feel this will be resolved.
  • Kim, as you probably know, "forgiveness" is a powerful energy - it is so much more than just a thought, word or deed.

    The beauty of it is that it actually heals the person "forgiving" rather than the person it is intended towards.

    If you don't mind me saying, but wishing to "get things off your chest" indicates to me that you are harboring negative energies - which are harmful to you.

    If you can forgive your friend for not having the courage to come clean or admit to the issue - easier said than done sometimes, I know - then I'm sure you will witness those negative energies wash away.

  • Yes, Peter, I think I know what the issue(s) were.  The friend would not come clean or admit to it.  If so this could have been averted.  Hiding things inside, and getting rid of friends to fix the issue is not the answer to fix whatever one feels uncomfortable with.  This is a "survivor" instinct, as in, protecting oneself, and not thinking of the other.  Many people run back to this instinct if they feel uncomfortable with something, instead of saying something about it.   I have not confronted them with this, yet.  I am not sure if this would help, but it would get things off my chest.

    You too, Dianna!  Sorry to hear.  Yes, I know what you mean I did everything to be a good friend.  

    Of course through all of this in the past week, I keep hearing the words "making amends", "reparations" "soon".  I am not sure what to do about this.

  • Kim.... I could have written this.. I, too, suffered a total disconnect this year, and am trying to cope. And, like you, no explanation or reason was given....just a splash of cold water in the face. At least I know I did everything to be a good friend. I am thinking several psych words here of a non feeling nature. Sorry this happened to you.
  • I understand how you could feel that way - but you may have done nothing to bring this about.

    Although it maybe hidden from you at present - look for the lesson - it may only be for you to understand that the other person has much to learn. If you look deep, you will know.

    Hang in there - good things are coming to all!

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