Hey everyone,
My name is Alex and I recently resigned as a moderator from the Pole Shift ning site after 2 years of working with them. It was a page on the site that prompted me to come here and say what I'm about to say to you. I wish to explain what I went through, the after-effects of leaving, and to utterly apologize to the members here, including those who were suspended and ended up landing on this site; the ones that were hurt and told they were wrong. I want to extend an offer of friendship, the very place that I had so wrongly condemned.
This is the page that blew me away and prompted this, thanks to my brother: https://earthchanges.ning.com/profiles/blogs/you-become-what-you-resist
And THIS jewel: http://zetatalk.com/beinghum/b68.htm
When I first joined the ning, it was much more open - meaning- flexible, tolerant, and more accepting of more off-topic discussions. I had become a moderator at the time of Cheryl's vamoose, amongst the endless discussions regarding her "wrongness" and apparent betrayal. And ended up in the middle of a skirmish of which I had no prior basis of, which led to joining the group mentality of "Us Vs. Them" with little question. I participated in "secret" operations that involved creating false memberships here and attacking the members who spoke differently. How sneaky! "We're doing so good snooping around and Zeta-bombing her followers! We're so fantastic!" To me that was logical at the time (and fun) and I was totally into it. How silly! But now I'm looking back and kicking myself because I understand now how absurdly ridiculous the whole thing was!
I was never one to really hunt down members and suspend them, but I still did it on occasion when I felt the need to. Overtime it escalated quite a bit. I can tell you that clearly -as it's been pointed out so blatantly- that they have become a place of rigid rules and intolerance towards anything not ZetaTalk. I tried to remind them that the Zetas themselves have urged and urged us endlessly via Nancy to use our common sense, to take what they say and view it from many angles to draw our own conclusions. But that is not how they operate on the ning. They'd deny it too!
To those who were suspended for reasons of posting "disinfo" or even spiritual ideals, there was nothing "wrong" with the info of which you offered. I know so many were excited to join, who found a place to share, but once doing so were blasted out and told they were wrong and upon asking for reasoning of suspension, were greeted with with blunt answers. Hell, some were even suspended immediately after they joined without notice! They have their own reasons. The info was only wrong to them by what they have come to understand. Understand this, so that you can understand them. They mean no harm, and did not intend to hurt anybody in their suspensions.
They have every right to act the way they do and there is nothing wrong with them. I want the members here to see them in a more positive light, to see that they are no worse, no better. They are simply operating in a different mindset with more rules. Sadly, they still consider this a place of weakness and lies, and likewise, I am sure there is still much disapproval towards them on this side as well. I will continue to post my experiences through the comments on this blog. There is much to say.
And to end this, I approve of neither side. Nobody is any better than the other, yet they will see this at some point and will slap many labels on my head and some of them will consider me a complete traitor, but it hardly matters now.
FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT NANCY LIEDER, ZETATALK, AND POLESHIFT.NING.COM, GO TO APOCALYPTICHOUSEWIFE.ANGELFIRE.COM.
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There are many susceptible people out there.
"Black ops" in NZT-speak means someone who disagrees with Nancy and has the poor judgment to prove her wrong. That's all it means. I was labeled that. So was Paris. So was DesertRose. Makes you wonder why she needs so many lessons from the Zetas on this point. Guess she's just a slow student?
Once a cult defines a label and then applies it to someone, the definition kicks in and critical reasoning faculties shut down. Ah, that explains this blemish. Well, nothing to worry about. It's been identified and removed. Carry on. In other words, someone else is doing the thinking for those people.
Ken, you will find many beliefs here. Some people believe in PX others do not, some believe in Earth changes coming from the solar system and it is a natural course others do not. The one thing that we do agree on is that we all respect others beliefs. We all have our voice here and it actually helps us all find the truth. I welcome you and hope you make yourself at home. :)
It took CoS's expose's for me to say something publicly about the PS ning. Since my attack last year that got labeled as "black ops" I have viewed the PS Ning with disdain and incredulity at how many straws the members are grasping at to prove Nancy's predictions and garner her favor. Now I see through CoS that the Black Op and RV accusations are used as a curse to prevent the current mods from listening to their inner voices that contradict the falsehoods being spouted by (as GLPers say) the Queen Mother. My belief that PX is coming, and the earth is about to go through major changes holds firm, but the messenger has lost the message, and instead must revert to conjecture and lies to fulfill the ego driven need to "be right". The PS Ning cannot survive the "cult" like control that duplicates the worst of totalitarian and dictatorial countrys around the world. I would bet that if the "active" membership of the Ning were analyzed, we would fine a wealth of cult suseptible personalities.
Another thought: I didn't come here to be your lord and leader. I'm in this suit of humanity as one of you. My deal was to walk this walk with you as one of you, suffering in this life, for better or for worse. We are family. Many here are from "elsewhere" but someone had to be the alarm clock, ya know? We are teammates, dusting off the rust and getting ready for showtime. And what a show it will be!
A lot of future truth comes out in my writings. If you read Ahn of the C`etas (posted below) you'll see where this is all headed. heheheh.
I'm getting the giggles over what a grand game we are all playing. I had a very vivid dream about Nancy some months ago. Gerard was there, too. I asked Nancy, Can we stop fighting now? And she replied, Not yet, dear. Gerard was laughing. Yeah, he does have an infectious laugh. I started laughing, too.
Hahahahahah! Can we spell h-o-l-o-d-e-c-k, as in "Earth is a ......"
I got the okay to say this now. It's time for him to awaken. Good mornin'! :-D
P.S., this just came to me ... Nancy & Co. are getting karmic debt forgiveness and some intensive rehab ... we're all subject to 3D crapioli. The new day is dawning. Welcome!
https://earthchanges.ning.com/profiles/blogs/short-stories-for-fun
DR, your observations are astute, as usual.
I miss her, too. I enjoyed the conversations.
I second that Weiynala! I agree that Rose has said what we all want to say!
I feel that she is sincere in what she came here to do . Unfortunately it was too much too soon. Knowing the truth has nothing to do with emotional bonds that have been created and now severed very possibly beyond repair with most.
To come here to express her truth was very brave and I applaud her courage. I do not believe she was ready to be confronted with our truth and therein lies the rub. We have all experienced different levels of treachery and deceit from the NL side. Just as Alex was sure of what truth she had to impart . So are most here who still carry the scars from their own personal encounter.
We have all been hurt , we have all seen the disruptions visited upon us simply for existing. The horrible things being said. Alex said she was aware of the tactics that had been use against us and yet we should not say that we do not appreciate how we have been treated?
I feel for her because I know her heart was in the right place when she made the decision to come here. Yet I cannot help but understand that she was not ready to face the truth of the damage the tactics and subterfuge they use has done to so many. Not just to her and those yet to wake up in the ps ning.
She is able to see our shortcomings and point to them out willingly ,but not ready to have the same done to those on the other side. Thus asking us to not listen to Cheryl and phase her out as if we are here because Cheryl is or leader and we are blind followers as they are in psning. That statement alone has shown me that she is on the defensive and not yet ready to accept the full truth of what is happening there.
Yes Cheryl we owe her love and understanding, however, no one here was cruel or disrespectful. the truth was stated gently but clearly. It is obvious that her wounds are still quite open and vulnerable. One can only hope that in time she will mend and begin to understand that we seek not to attack but to be left to find our truth in peace. That is all each and everyone of us has sought. That is the reason we are here.
This is not simply a group of followers to our one Leader. This is a family where we each have a say and are able to express our opinions respectfully even when we do not agree. This discussion being the prime example of that fact. Our gratitude to Cheryl is not one of adoration or pedesal placing but gratitude that she cared enough to create this place that has now become our home. A very different sentiment and approach from the one Alex claims to see here. Her view is skewed tas a result of her loss and that is understandable.
I wish you well Alex and know that no one here wishes anyone ill. But you must understand that when one is attacked mercilessly time and time again one becomes gun shy and will be hard pressed to simply open up and accept that what we know to be true has been a figment of our own fevered imagination. Understanding this would have helped you to see us as we truly are not as you suspected us to be.
I am sorry you are still hurting, I wish we could help somehow , but I understand that this is your journey to make and you must decide what road to take for your healing to take place. Be well and take care. Please know that all who are sincere and of pure intent are always welcomed here.
Blessings of Love and Light Alex and Lothar. You will be in my prayers.
I will think about it, give it a few weeks maybe. if its a good idea, well we'll see.
Yes, but all email addresses are confidential. You might send her daughter(?) an email and she could forward your email address to her. Penny Rubsam's a member here.
Maybe a period f cooling, of reflection on her part, of putting things in context. does anyone have her email, I would be happy to drop her a line In a week or two, just saying she is missed, or something similar? It may be what she is looking for, there is so much goodness in thus forum, in the hearts of its members. we are all damaged souls or else we would not be having our earth experiences. pain is often the way of growth in our soul journey here on earth.. Anyhow just a thought.
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