tell me what you think of this....

this dream is the first complete dream i have had in years. I have been working on my little blockage to access my dreams. Over the course of the past two weeks i have started to remember bits and pieces of my dreams, small glimpses if you will. But the following dream is the sweet fruit of years of trying to access my dreams again, as they are oh so important guide to me. the following dream is strange to say the least but atlas it a dream. I would love to hear anyone's thoughts on this dream...
the dream starts off with me, my sister's sarah and susan (twins), my mom, and Jovian (Sarah's fiance) entering a building. as a group we are having a great time, joking , laughing just enjoying each others company greatly.We were not concerned with our surrounding, we were looking but not for something- it appeared we are completely entranced by each other, we appeared to be overwhelmed by this feeling of enjoying each others company. as we enter the building i notice that the first room of a series of three, all the doors are open. the room appears to be no bigger than a closet maybe 3by 5 if i had to guess. There were four rooms we walked through, 3 in a row and one joined to the middle one. the last room is the room that was different. but back to the first few for a moment. these first three rooms were all the same dimension, they all had dark olive painted walls and the door frames were also dark olive. there was a thin raised board running across the walls dividing the top from bottom in a decorative manner, these all were red. no one was in these rooms and they were also bare of any furniture. As we entered the fourth room this room is larger than the rest, at least 50 by 50. it appears to have the feel of a theater. there was a large thick red curtain hanging on the stage, it was closed. there also was a dark olive box to the left of the stage. the room had the same red thin divider and dark olive walls as the other rooms but instead of the door frame being olive it was red. there were alot of people here, more than it appeared to fit, but there was enough room for all. these people had no faces that we could see, it was either shadows covering their faces or we see backs of heads. no one is talking or even looking at us. it was as if they are not even concerned with us nor interested that we were even there, no one bothered us or even looked at us.as we procced to go into the center of this room we look behind us and we noticed a balcony, it had a red thick curtain hanging in loops across the balcony. there were also a few people up ther again with no faces. all these people seem to be hanging around, just being there. they were not even talking to each other. but the room felt so peaceful, everything seem to be just right... my group was still enjoying each other, we were having the best time so much in fact that it never even bothered us that we reconzied no one, that everyone who was in the room appeared to be differant from us (in build... they were smaller and had tan skin, there hair were all dark in color). it didnt even bother us that no one apporached us or that we had no idea where we were or why we were there. but we were. this did not frighten us at all and we seemed to be waiting, for what i could not tell you. i felt a great sense of confusion run through me as i pondered about the the previous thoughts i just mentioned. it felt as if i was starting to get nervous.. but then all of a sudden it was like a force greater than my conscious mind took control and i immediately felt calm and all my worries were gone, and i had a sense of what i was suppose to do yet i really did not know it. I felt in charge of my own being, i has a thought that it was okay even if i didn't understand why i was there but i knew i was and am needed exactly where i am. i felt as if i belonged to this moment of time. again i knew i was waiting but for something but what i still could not tell you. but this caused no fear. the force that took over me, i realized that it was me, just a higher me, a more collected me. it talked to me, reassuring me that i had many abilities that were useful in all planes. i felt calm and i just waited. then all of a sudden everyone except my group, began screaming and running in a panic. they appeared to be running , but to places that had no exits. the screams were blood curdling screams, the vibrations ran through me and chills remained. i noticed soldiers were entering the building via ground level and balcony. soldiers were wearing lighter olive than the walls uniforms, with red shoulder pads and buttons,these soldiers were no helmets but hats with a red stripe around them. they had no insignia or metals. they all look the same. We were able to see their faces, they appeared to be oriental, but they all were the same person. they all had weapons, assault rifles and AK 47's. they were not pointing them at anyone so far they were just running in. then all of a sudden a great and terrible fear came over us, but we calmly walked to the exit to the left of the stage. we exited the theater. for a moment upon exiting i had left my body for a few moments and i was watching us walk around the building. i took a scan of the area, it was a mall complex or something it had a lot of building and shops in a row. i jump back in my body as we turn around the back of the theater. no one was pursuing us, although it felt as if the soldiers were. but still no one. we walked behind the theater to a shell of a building, only the sides remained although they were crumbled. i see L tracks, or only what i thought were L tracks because i saw no train. there was no one around. i am facing the theater, i noticed a hole in the top of the building and some of the back side was gone to. that was weird because we did not notice this damage inside as there was no damage. it gave me the impression of war, there was no gunfire or bombs, this puzzled us. what also puzzled us was that everything was at least four times smaller that what we are used to, buildings, L tracks , streets, lights (that were off, it was daytime) everything was smaller. we stopped in this shell of a building to recollect ourselves but i noticed that the soldiers were coming to the top of the building staring at us, only a few pointed their weapons as most of them just stared. then all of a sudden everyone who was inside started to run past us and down the street to the right. the soldiers never followed but they were running for their lives it appeared.( we never saw those people again) we decided to move as well, we all started running . i see my sister susan running in front of me, unusal because she is handicapped and normally runs slower, but she is speedy now. as we approach the end of the other side of the street, i hear jovian screaming to me to come back. as i turn around i notice it was only me and Susan running, i saw my mom and Sarah on the ground. Jovian was screaming WTF, WTF happened, i do not understand WTF happened. i ran to them, as i was running it appeared to be a movie to me, i quickly shook it off and touched Jovian, he calmed. i told him to go by Susan next to mom and that they would carry her while i carried Sarah. My Mom and Sarah were lying in the exact same postion. they were both catatonic and in what i can only decribe as the dead man's float but with their hands down by their body. i remained cool, calm and collected and in charge throughout this experience. i turned sarah over, she was stiff as a board, but i knew she was still alive... i felt it, the same with my mom. at first i thought they were shot but then i noticed a zig-zag incision on the left side of their bodies in the exact same location( there was no blood on the outside of wound). i thought kidney, but was unsure. we lifted them and ran around a corner, past the L tracks and into what appeared to be an alley, it was very dark. As soon as i enetered the alley it really appeared to be a small room, two times the closet size room before. it was dark then with a thought of light a fire appeared out of no where, no ne lite it it was just there.i had alcohol, do not ask me how i got it i just had it. i poured it down their throats and they appeared to momentarily awake from their catatonic states to drink and go right back into it. i also poured it on their wounds before i proceed to see if there was a bullet inside, i knew there was none but i humored my self anyway. as i went into their bodies i noticed the same zig-zag incision was on a small red organ, nothing was inside. There was alot of blood inside their bodies all over the place. i picked up this rag and placed it inside their bodies and it magically sucked up all the excess blood, then i just tossed the rag as if it didn't matter.i sewed up the wounds on both of them and i sat by the fire. my Mom and Sarah were in a peaceful state, but still catatonic state. but i kew they were alright. i had felt i had did a good job. i closed my eyes and i wake up... cool calm and collected.

I would like to mention that Susan remained in the background for most of the dream and especially in the alley.once in the alley Jovian was calm otherwise he was lively. also this dream felt real, it was as if we were really there, Not in the USA, but another country perhaps. i knew we were on earth.

i would appreciate any and all opinions on this dream, sometimes other people can see things i may have missed. thank you all in advance and peace and light to all...
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  • upon mediation i have realized that my focus was on the whole group at all times up until the point of when the incision occurred. i was completely aware of them, and we were all connected very tightly.the moment i broke that connection to run, as i thought we all were running, is when people got hurt. i felt myself running for me and not for them, an act i am not prone to do. when i realized this, it was already to late, my mom and sister were down. when i ran to them, it seemed that i was trying to rationalize with myself that it was a bullet that struck them, even though inside i knew the truth. i struggled for moments with idea and realized that if i had not turned away i could of prevented this, i should of been standing behind them.what is done is done, not i must deal with it. even though i mended them, i still felt at fault. Susan did seem to possess some sort of energy that i had not seen before, although i felt it throughout the entire "dream". but i did not really see it until she ran into action. in the alley i get the sense that she is mediating, i get a feeling she is connected with Sarah and is with her mentally. the alcohol was used as a cleansing agent of the wound, it was my instinct to pour it in their mouths. this is what i came to upon meditation. i think i will mediate further on this...
  • thanks love...what does that say about you, huh? lol
    anyway; the soldiers didn't really symbolize anything to me in the dream, i kept confusing it to war but my higher self would not let me think that way, i remember debating with myself... i felt like something bigger than the soldiers was on it's way, but i never saw anything or felt that something come near, even after we left the theater. it felt like it was coming. the way the walls were painted and the decorations made me feel peaceful, it was a little dark, but we seem to shine a little , so we were not concerned. Everyone was involved in all aspects of the dream except Susan, she was herself ,a quiet humor while we were joking but as soon as we hit the outside she remained unusually quiet. Uuuummm, maybe my dream was telling me about her, maybe to look out for her, but i can not really tell, i need to meditate about it. as for your question i am unsure as if sarah is the person you are referring to.
    i am to very happy to have had a dream again:)
  • LOL, Alex, you are soo mean :), Often when I dream is in full color and intensity it can indicate an astral dream, or in the very least an emphasis, noting this dream is important. Interesting that your Higher Self intervened at some point to reassure you, you are able to face the drama in the theater,

    What would the soldiers symbolize to you?

    And the colors, olive drab, and the red line?

    Sarah sat back as an observer? This may be an aspect of yourself, if so, what comes to mind about Sarah, as a clue to what her image would symbolize in yourself?

    I'm glad to hear you remembered a dream.
  • Sounds like you are off your rocker woman :) lol J/K
  • Wow, the details are rich. Perhaps the fact that the people in the theatre didn't see you means they were in a different density but you were allowed to see them? Being chased means danger or that you should leave some place. Staying cool, calm & collected means that you will stay in control despite the danger?
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